I learned it the hard way, THANK YOU 2017

2017

It has been a HARD year for me. Phewww phewww! When I say HARD, it is hard. Harder than you can ever imagine.

Due to the fact that I was and still encountering :
1 - Countless suicide attempts (No jokes, but yeah)
2 - Betrayal (Friendship and Love) Fortunately, you can actually predict betrayal from your loved one but not from your friends. At least not me. The pain of being lied to and betrayed by your friends is REAL! Why can't we all stick to 'Being honest with each others' rules? Is it that hard? Come on!
3 - Countless appointments with Doctor(s)
4 - 3 times work change within a year!
5 - Harassment and bullies (Pffftt you!) Why can't we live in peace?
6 - Balancing everything while dealing with countless bullshits that circling around me
7 - Underpaid salary (This might sounds funny to you, but yeah. It's real and it's happening) Yes! Underpaid salary is an issue. You can agree or disagree with me. None of it matters. But, equality has no gender. Get it?

To be honest,
I missed this blog. Well, life been tough. (Cliche statement, but bear with me) Well, life is tough. Bullshit for those that say, 'Life is easy'. They either living in denial or trying to run from the fact that life is tough. Nothing's easy in this world. NOTHING!

Regardless the time constraint that I'm having at the moment, I've decided to start blogging, back. And posting new E-novel that I'm currently working on. It gonna be depressing but just read it and let me know your ideas and thought about it.

Trying to balance out everything drained my energy. It consumed my time and numb me emotionally. It's about give and take. You can't take everything expecting people to give you everything back in return. Life has its own karma. The bad thing you do to people will someday come back to you, punching you right on your face at the most unexpected time.

Lots of love,
A